pas masuk SMP gua gagal masuk SMP favorit
pas UN gua ngedown
pas hasil UN dibagiin gua nangis kejer karna sedih d
an pas masuk SMA gua gagal masuk SMA yang gua taksir
dan sekarang PPDB jakarta ada gangguan dan gua harus nunggu 2 hari lagi buat dapet kepastian yang seharusnya gua bakal dapet HARI INI
berapa kegagalan yang harus gua tampung untuk itu?
gua suka quotationnya si Zuko di AVATAR itu:
"Everybody loves Azula. They said, she was born with lucky while I was lucky to be born"
i sit in nowhere, in silence
feel cold inside but smile outside
people never know what i feel inside
when i try to rule my world to be tame, and it replies it unkindly
when i rush everything off, i just can't stand
i just try to be kind and find a way to breathe easily
but my life won't let me stand up, it doens't care
like everything goods in my life run away from my hug
you, and those stuffs are gone by the storm
because life will never give me just a wind or breeze
lucky and blessings never give me strength
because they are keeping a distance from my surface
all I got means nothing at all, they're waiting
to be flown and left me undone
they stare at my life like it's clear
they don't realize that there's nothing they need to envy to
i really wish i can have a better story
leaving all the bitterness, fulfill with those air of sweetness
how many times i accepted failures
with a curve shape on my lips
how many times i gasped and touched my chest
whispered to my self to be more and more mighty
how many times i felt down and stopped my tears
just to find any other way to move forward
if sunshine still there
call my speechless heart, break my silence
in the night side i'm moaning and asking help
and no one will hear, no one will give me hands
tapi tadi gua bener bener ada semangat hidup dari temen gua, hazra gua bener bener terharu baca smsnya. nih gua tulisin buat lo (PS: ada linknya silahkan pencet di nama "hazra")
lagian apa gunanya sih nyesel sekarang? toh UN nya udah 3 bulan yang lalu -_-
ikhlasin aja lah nis. mungkin udah jalan dari sananya
(ibarat di foto ini, gua mencari cari penghidupan dan jalan yang pasti di dunia yang... grayscale dan monoton) <-- dahsyat bahasanya
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